Esther Miller was a teenager living
in Los Angeles when she was repeatedly forced to commit sexual acts with
a priest who went on to abuse other young girls.
That period in her life still haunts her as she enters her fifties.
The man who abused her – a young deacon still at seminary college – groomed her by getting close to her parents.
Over
the course of two years, until she was 17, the priest forced himself on
her.
He was later appointed principal of a Catholic high school despite
questions over his behaviour.
He
told Esther to go to confession, but only to a particular priest.
He
called her evil.
He later turned out to be a serial abuser of boys too.
She mentioned some details of the encounters to her mother, who slapped her and told her never to speak ill of the clergy.
The abuse had a profound effect on the next two decades of Esther’s life.
She was married four times and had dozens of jobs.
Only
after the revelations in the Boston diocese in 2002 did she set off on
the long road to forcing the Archdiocese of Los Angeles to reveal what
it knew.
Esther’s case was one of hundreds, which were finally settled
in mid 2007 for $660m.
‘I was surprised at the dollar amount. I had no idea of the insurance and other ways of raising money.’
And she had no idea until this week that Allied Irish Bank had helpfully stepped in with guarantees of hundreds of millions.
The deal allowed the Archdiocese to avoid going to court and opening all its documents to scrutiny.