MARIE Collins was 13 and in Our Lady's Hospital for Sick Children
when she was abused.
It was the hospital chaplain, a Catholic priest. He
went to jail for it, many years later, like so many of his colleagues
in Ireland, but only after decades of misery for Ms Collins.
''I
never connected his abuse with the church,'' she says. ''I thought it
was somehow my fault and that I was a bad person who had brought it on
myself. I had years of depression and agoraphobia that included nine
admissions to psychiatric wards.''
As a young adult,
anxious that other children not be hurt as she had, she told a priest
in her parish. ''He told me it was probably my fault, that I must have
led the poor man on, but that I was forgiven and I could go away and
forget about it.''
Ms Collins did go away, into more
years of silence and depression. The misery did not lift until after her
attacker, Father Paul McGennis, was jailed in 1997 over offences
involving her and another child he abused 18 years after Collins. He
was later convicted of having raped a third girl, 24 years after he
attacked Ms Collins.
She has no doubt the validation
given to her by those court cases, and the findings of four inquiries
into child abuse, helped her to recover. She says of the opening up of
Ireland's cesspit of secrets: ''I think it's helped everybody, really,
except the Catholic Church … It's certainly worked for survivors. Even
as late as the 1990s, it was difficult for any survivor to be heard or
believed in any way. That's not the case any more.''
Australia's
royal commission into child sex abuse, announced last week by the Prime
Minister, Julia Gillard, will look at the Catholic Church and other
institutions.
In Ireland, the church has been the focus of inquiries
because its traditional reach there incorporated almost all schools,
hospitals, orphanages, charities and welfare organisations.
And it is the church hierarchy that has time and again been found guilty of covering up scandals and protecting perpetrators.
''The
revelation that had the biggest impact was not that the church had
abusers,'' Ms Collins says. ''It was news of the systemic cover-ups that
angered people.''
In her case, the bishop to whom she
took her story told her the priest concerned had no complaints against
him: ''But they had known 30 years earlier he was an abuser. A few
months after he abused me, the church found out he was doing it. He used
to take indecent pictures of the children and he sent them to the UK
for processing, and Kodak … picked out a roll and sent them to police
here. The police commissioner did not investigate, but brought the
pictures to the archbishop. They took him out of the hospital and put
him in a parish.''
Ireland's Prime Minister, Enda Kenny,
a practising Catholic, was so outraged by stories such as this that
after a damning report last year, he launched an attack on the Vatican
that made world headlines.
The Cloyne inquiry found a
1997 letter from the Vatican criticising a new policy by the Irish
church hierarchy of reporting all offenders to police. The Cloyne report
documented, as had three other inquiries before it, patterns of
clerical deceit.
Breaking with decades of subservience
to the church by Irish politicians of all stripes, Kenny stood up in
Ireland's parliament and attacked Rome.
He said the
report exposed an attempt ''to frustrate an inquiry in a sovereign,
democratic republic - as little as three years ago, not three decades
ago. And in doing so, the report excavates the dysfunction,
disconnection, elitism … the narcissism that dominate the culture of the
Vatican. The rape and torture of children was downplayed or 'managed'
to uphold, instead, the primacy of the institution, its power, standing
and reputation.''
Rome removed its ambassador to
Ireland, and Dublin closed its embassy to the Vatican.
Ireland has since
reinforced its determination to act on secular principles of child
protection by making it mandatory to report sexual abuse.
Meanwhile,
ordinary Catholics have voted with their feet. While national
attendance at weekly Mass is about 45 per cent, in Dublin the figure is
less than 20 per cent - both a huge drop from the 90 per cent
attendance of 30 years ago.
Dublin's Archbishop,
Diarmuid Martin, said in February: ''The fact thousands of children
were abused within the church … is a scar the church will bear for
generations.''
Of the Murphy report into the misdeeds of
the Dublin Archdiocese before his time, he said: ''I offer to each and
every survivor my apology, my sorrow and my shame for what happened to
them … the Archdiocese of Dublin failed to recognise the theft of
childhood.''
The church has set up new structures to
deal with abuse. Andrew Fagan, director of child safeguarding for the
Dublin Archdiocese, says the new system reports all complaints to police
immediately.
Church volunteers are trained to be abuse-aware and
develop practices that involve careful supervision of children.
But
Marie Collins feels she can no longer be part of the church. She still
believes in God but has found herself slamming into what she believes is
a wall of resistance in the church to change on child abuse.
In
February, she went to Rome for a Vatican seminar on child abuse for
bishops, where she met a church official who gave her hope because he
was passionate about the need to tackle the problem.
Soon afterwards,
he was demoted.