When an Italian news source last month quoted former Pope Benedict XVI as saying that God told him to resign, the social media world and similar unreliable sources lit up.
Much of the commentary -- to call it analysis would attribute to it
far too much gravitas -- was just silliness about whether God speaks
audibly to folks.
And the Zenit news agency was quick to note that right after Benedict
allegedly said he resigned because "God told me to," he immediately
clarified "that it was not any kind of apparition or phenomenon of that
kind, but rather 'a mystical experience' in which the Lord gave rise in
his heart to an 'absolute desire' to remain alone with him in prayer."
If you ask, "What exactly is a mystical experience?" you set off down
the wrong path in that Christian mysticism almost by definition defies
being "exactly" anything. Mysticism refers to a deep, personal
experience of and/or with God and, thus, is nearly impossible to
quantify in the way 21st-century scientific minds would like.
And because mystical experiences are so personal, they are difficult
to share with others. They lose a lot in translation because they run up
against the limits of language. (And it pains me as a writer to
acknowledge that language has limits.)
Several years ago, I was reading Jacques Barzun's wonderful book, From Dawn to Decadence: 500 Years of Western Cultural Life, 1500 to the Present,
and found him suggesting that Catholics have precious little experience
with mysticism.
He went beyond that, in fact, to say that "Catholic
dogma frowns on mysticism." I thought it an odd, and almost certainly
wrong, conclusion.
So I asked Kansas City, Mo., Catholic Bishop Robert Finn about it.
(This was long before Finn was convicted in court of the misdemeanor
crime of failure to report to government authorities a priest suspected
of child sex abuse.)
Finn agreed with me, adding, among much else, this: "Catholicism
certainly embraces an authentic mysticism. It would be difficult to
compile any list of saints that does not include mystics, both from
contemplative and active life. Indeed, the universal call to holiness
emphasized by the Second Vatican Council was a reminder that we are all
called to a deep intimate prayer which urges us, by the action of God's
grace in us, to transforming union."
So mysticism is serious stuff, but because so many deranged people
say God speaks to them directly and even audibly, often guiding them to
commit violence, many people immediately dismiss the idea that God could
communicate directly with an individual.
In fact, it's a subject we all should approach with caution. And yet
to foreclose the possibility that God could speak to one of us in any
way God wants to is to proscribe God's glorious freedom. Our business as
humans is not to disallow any action of God. It is, rather, to listen
for the voice of God and respond to it.
I am neither a mystic nor a contemplative (probably overlapping
categories), but I certainly am aware of the Christian tradition that
affirms that God speaks to us in many ways.
Indeed, this tradition's
deep roots in Judaism came to full flower at the incarnation of the one
we call the Word of God, Christ Jesus.
One of the hymns
the congregation of my childhood often sang, in fact, begged God to
speak to us. It began: "Lord, speak to me, that I may speak/In living
echoes of thy tone;/As thou hast sought, so let me seek/Thy erring
children lost and lone."
And as a child, I recall a deep longing to hear God's voice in a way
that wouldn't make me die of fright.
So perhaps instead of rolling our
eyes at Benedict's reported declaration that God spoke to him, we might
well wish for a similarly moving experience for ourselves.