Louise Brissette’s sprawling one-storey
farmhouse sits nestled on a wooded hill off the road near Saint-Anselme,
Quebec, less than an hour from Quebec City.
It is the day after
Christmas, a Sunday afternoon, and despite the bracing sub-zero cold,
inside it is warm, cozy, and utterly chaotic.
A short, sturdy woman in
her early sixties with cropped silver hair and bright blue eyes, Madame
Brissette waves me in through the back door to a foyer piled with dozens
of boots, coats, and scarves, and then to a long wooden table in the
kitchen. There is a paraplegic boy strapped into his wheelchair and
wriggling in the corner. A little girl with giant, wandering eyes shyly
approaches me and attempts to introduce herself, with great difficulty.
In the first room along the hallway, past the kitchen, toddlers stumble
and crawl among plastic trucks and airplanes and blocks; in the next,
slightly older kids gleefully scream as they play Wii Sports.
At any given time, Brissette’s family includes two dozen or more
children, ranging in age from infants to teenagers, with cognitive and
physical disorders from barely recognizable to severe.
Brissette has devoted her life to helping the most vulnerable, in an expression of her deep Catholic piety. After a tour of the main house, we take a walk along a path through the snowbound woods, past simple crosses marking the graves of children under her care who have died, to a bungalow that houses a chapel.
Brissette has devoted her life to helping the most vulnerable, in an expression of her deep Catholic piety. After a tour of the main house, we take a walk along a path through the snowbound woods, past simple crosses marking the graves of children under her care who have died, to a bungalow that houses a chapel.
Set in the main room, with folding
chairs arranged in front of it, the altar is a slab of local granite
topped with a cross of lashed together birch branches. It is the kind of
makeshift altar one imagines early Quebec missionaries praying in front
of. It is also where Cardinal Marc Ouellet, the former archbishop of
Quebec and primate of Canada, often sought refuge from the clamour of
public life.
“I felt connected to him from the first time I asked him to come baptize one of the infants,” Brissette tells me. “He was very close to the children. He is a man of emotion as well as wisdom, and he loved their simplicity and transparency.” Indeed, children are central to the vision of the Catholic Church: they not only represent future generations of the faithful, but they also provide an example of the love and trust human beings are capable of before being warped by the demands, and temptations, of adulthood.
Children are also central to perhaps the worst crisis the Church has faced since the Reformation, one that makes the more recent secularization of Western societies seem pale by comparison. Over the past decade, as many of the literally tens of thousands of victims assaulted by priests in the 1960s, ’70s, and ’80s go public, sexual abuse scandals have infected dioceses across Europe and both North and South America, and the most recent incidents, stemming from the systemic molestation of children in Ireland’s ubiquitous Catholic schools, are by far the worst.
“I felt connected to him from the first time I asked him to come baptize one of the infants,” Brissette tells me. “He was very close to the children. He is a man of emotion as well as wisdom, and he loved their simplicity and transparency.” Indeed, children are central to the vision of the Catholic Church: they not only represent future generations of the faithful, but they also provide an example of the love and trust human beings are capable of before being warped by the demands, and temptations, of adulthood.
Children are also central to perhaps the worst crisis the Church has faced since the Reformation, one that makes the more recent secularization of Western societies seem pale by comparison. Over the past decade, as many of the literally tens of thousands of victims assaulted by priests in the 1960s, ’70s, and ’80s go public, sexual abuse scandals have infected dioceses across Europe and both North and South America, and the most recent incidents, stemming from the systemic molestation of children in Ireland’s ubiquitous Catholic schools, are by far the worst.
Contrary to the impression propagated by the media,
however, it is no more likely that your local parish priest is a
predatory serial pedophile than, say, the principal at your children’s
elementary school may be.
The problem is that priests are meant to be
held to higher moral and spiritual standards than other people are; they
are supposed to have been called to their vocations by God. The
scandals have gravely damaged the credibility of the entire priesthood,
as well as that of Church leaders, who protected abusers by either
ignoring complaints against priests altogether, or by transferring them
to new dioceses with minimal counselling, without so much as alerting
the secular authorities.
When Pope Benedict XVI called Cardinal Ouellet to Rome last June to serve as prefect of the Congregation of Bishops, one of the most powerful positions in the Vatican (as well as appointing him president of the Pontifical Commission on Latin America), he put him in a position that will be critical to any enduring solution to sexual abuse within the Church.
When Pope Benedict XVI called Cardinal Ouellet to Rome last June to serve as prefect of the Congregation of Bishops, one of the most powerful positions in the Vatican (as well as appointing him president of the Pontifical Commission on Latin America), he put him in a position that will be critical to any enduring solution to sexual abuse within the Church.
The prefect oversees the final vetting of candidates for
bishoprics around the world before the pope makes the final choice;
those bishops, in turn, are ultimately responsible for the priests in
their dioceses. Ouellet was most likely placed in such an important and
sensitive position because he is a respected and worldly North American
leader who has not been tainted by scandal, and because he has been a
trusted intellectual ally of the conservative elite that has dominated
the Church since the election of Pope John Paul II in 1978.
In fact,
Vatican insiders agree that Ouellet is on the short list to become the
next pope, should the eighty-four-year-old Benedict XVI die anytime
soon. The open question is whether the Church’s current uncompromising
approach will eventually serve to rebuild the trust and respect of an
increasingly disillusioned laity.
Standing at the far edge of the piazza in front of the Quirinale Palace in late January, soon after arriving in Rome to speak with Ouellet, I can see out over the city’s dense old quarters to the majestic dome of Saint Peter’s Basilica, built on one of the Church’s holiest sites, where Saint Peter was reputedly buried after being crucified circa AD 67. Viewed from a distance, at dusk, it seems to sit over busy, disorderly, sensuous Rome in austere, paternal judgment. It has the sombre nobility and sublime melancholy of power, and is as distant from Madame Brissette’s chapel in rural Quebec as one could imagine.
Ouellet may have made a point of being accessible, especially to young people, while in Quebec, but since he became prefect of the Congregation of Bishops he has stopped giving media interviews, even to the Catholic press; it was said that he had entered a period of reflection.
Standing at the far edge of the piazza in front of the Quirinale Palace in late January, soon after arriving in Rome to speak with Ouellet, I can see out over the city’s dense old quarters to the majestic dome of Saint Peter’s Basilica, built on one of the Church’s holiest sites, where Saint Peter was reputedly buried after being crucified circa AD 67. Viewed from a distance, at dusk, it seems to sit over busy, disorderly, sensuous Rome in austere, paternal judgment. It has the sombre nobility and sublime melancholy of power, and is as distant from Madame Brissette’s chapel in rural Quebec as one could imagine.
Ouellet may have made a point of being accessible, especially to young people, while in Quebec, but since he became prefect of the Congregation of Bishops he has stopped giving media interviews, even to the Catholic press; it was said that he had entered a period of reflection.
In the
months leading up to my trip, I made repeated attempts to contact his
office: calls to the Vatican at four in the morning Toronto time were
answered, if at all, by an elderly-sounding woman who spoke Italian;
faxes went unanswered. Just two days before my flight to Rome, I
received a brief, formal missive from Monsignor Serge Poitras, adjunct
undersecretary for the Congregation of Bishops: “His Eminence will
receive you.”
I arrive at Saint Peter’s Square, the main entry point to Vatican City, in the early afternoon. Among the throngs of tourists and pilgrims stands a huge group of Africans decked out in bright orange traditional attire, as well as a cluster of Korean nuns, both indications of how the Church’s centre of gravity has shifted away from Europe and North America.
I arrive at Saint Peter’s Square, the main entry point to Vatican City, in the early afternoon. Among the throngs of tourists and pilgrims stands a huge group of Africans decked out in bright orange traditional attire, as well as a cluster of Korean nuns, both indications of how the Church’s centre of gravity has shifted away from Europe and North America.
On one side of Bernini’s great colonnades, I receive my
credentials at an elegant press office before navigating a crowd control
maze and a security check that would match the ones in any airport. On
the other side, dodging lineups at washrooms and gift shops, hopping
over more security fences patrolled by Swiss Guards in tricolour
uniforms who give the impression of ticket takers to a ride at
Disneyland, I reach yet another office, where I surrender my passport
and am finally issued an official pass and a name tag.
Compared with the bustle and noise of Saint Peter’s Square, Vatican City seems eerily quiet, like the headquarters of a multinational corporation. The Apostolic Palace is bordered by a garden with a chapel, Greek sculptures, a grove of palms, and flower beds. A dark sedan glides around a circular; a priest with a briefcase walks by determinedly.
Compared with the bustle and noise of Saint Peter’s Square, Vatican City seems eerily quiet, like the headquarters of a multinational corporation. The Apostolic Palace is bordered by a garden with a chapel, Greek sculptures, a grove of palms, and flower beds. A dark sedan glides around a circular; a priest with a briefcase walks by determinedly.
I find my way to the Casa di Santa Marta, a $25-million
luxury residence built by John Paul II, where I am to meet Ouellet. With
its creamy yellow walls, moulded ceilings, and chandeliers, the place
has a reserved eighteenth-century elegance, but it is also equipped with
all the high-tech amenities. A receptionist emerges from a booth filled
with phone consoles and flat screen computer monitors to escort me to a
well-appointed sitting room.
I had already heard a great deal about Cardinal Ouellet, and not just from Madame Brissette. A shy young mother I approached in the Quebec City Cathedral the day after Christmas summed him up as “very innocent, very saintlike,” and Archbishop Thomas Collins of Toronto told me, “He’s a very gentle, humble man, a holy man, but you really must meet him to understand.”
I had already heard a great deal about Cardinal Ouellet, and not just from Madame Brissette. A shy young mother I approached in the Quebec City Cathedral the day after Christmas summed him up as “very innocent, very saintlike,” and Archbishop Thomas Collins of Toronto told me, “He’s a very gentle, humble man, a holy man, but you really must meet him to understand.”
So I’m disarmed when the man who comes through the door is
light of foot, with a bemused, almost boyish smile on his face. Dressed
in a pair of black slacks, a sweater, and a priest’s collar, with a
crucifix hanging prominently around his neck, the sixty-six-year-old
cardinal greets me in a Québécois accent by saying, “So, why did you
want to see me — are you Catholic?”
Marc Ouellet was born in La Motte, into a big religious family. The Quebec he grew up in was steeped in Catholicism through and through, but he did not feel his vocation to become a priest early on. “It started when I was an adolescent, through the study of the stars,” he says, his gaze behind wire-rimmed glasses at once piercing and sympathetic. “I had these questions about the cosmos. I was searching for the grand scheme of things, and I wanted to give my life to something important.”
Marc Ouellet was born in La Motte, into a big religious family. The Quebec he grew up in was steeped in Catholicism through and through, but he did not feel his vocation to become a priest early on. “It started when I was an adolescent, through the study of the stars,” he says, his gaze behind wire-rimmed glasses at once piercing and sympathetic. “I had these questions about the cosmos. I was searching for the grand scheme of things, and I wanted to give my life to something important.”
He had a
supportive family — his grandfather felt a particular affection for him
and discerned something special in him before he did — as well as the
guidance of a good local priest. One of the seminal moments in his move
toward a life in the basilica, however, was completely fortuitous. “When
I was seventeen, I broke my leg playing hockey — I was a healthy boy,
and I liked sports!” he says. “So I started meditating for fifteen
minutes a day, which helped me listen to God.”
He entered the Grand Séminaire de Montréal when he was twenty, in 1964. Catholic seminaries provide intensive training in philosophy, theology, the history of the Church, and the nature of the liturgy, among many other subjects, but their ultimate purpose is not the mastery of academic disciplines.
Aspirants live and work in a small, insular
community (during the 1960s, the Grand Séminaire typically housed around
200 students) and, under the close supervision of the faculty, the
experience is designed to deepen their spirituality, and to discover
whether they have an authentic vocation for the celibate life of the
priesthood. Ouellet thrived. “I had clear confirmation of God’s call,”
he says, “and the rest was just prayer and learning to be true to my
commitment.”
He ended up becoming a member of the Society of St.
Sulpice, an academically oriented order that put him on track to teach,
which appealed to his natural intellectual curiosity as well as to his
specific spiritual gifts. “I had noticed that some of my fellow
seminarians were not connecting spiritually in the way that I was, and I
wondered how they would maintain their commitment. I wanted to help
them.”
He spent much of the next decade teaching in Colombia and Quebec, before beginning his Ph.D. in theology at the Pontifical Gregorian University in Rome in 1978, the first year of John Paul II’s twenty-seven-year reign.
He spent much of the next decade teaching in Colombia and Quebec, before beginning his Ph.D. in theology at the Pontifical Gregorian University in Rome in 1978, the first year of John Paul II’s twenty-seven-year reign.
The Church was still in the midst of a struggle over its
identity, which had come to a head in 1962, when Pope John XXIII
formally convened the Second Vatican Council, in response to a growing
sense that the Church and contemporary society had grown too far apart.
One of the pivotal documents that resulted from Vatican II is Gaudium et Spes (Joy and Hope), which was intended to illuminate the Church’s role in modern secular society. For some, Gaudium et Spes
had immediate and radical consequences: it meant that the Church’s
focus should shift from the universal to the local; that it should not
repudiate modernity but should find a way of adapting to it; and that it
should not simply be involved in charity for the poor but should also
be proactive in addressing the causes of social and economic injustices
around the world.
By the end of the 1960s, however, important figures,
notably the future Benedict XVI, Joseph Ratzinger, concluded that this
reading of Vatican II compromised the Church’s specifically spiritual
mission with worldly ideologies like Marxism, and that true
revitalization required a return to the purity of the early Church.
When Ouellet chose to write his doctoral dissertation on Hans Urs von Balthasar, widely regarded as the greatest Catholic theologian of the twentieth century, he was allying himself with this call to the original sources of the Church. Over the course of more than 100 books, von Balthasar endeavoured to articulate a space for religious experience within modern life, weighing in on some of the Church’s most controversial issues.
When Ouellet chose to write his doctoral dissertation on Hans Urs von Balthasar, widely regarded as the greatest Catholic theologian of the twentieth century, he was allying himself with this call to the original sources of the Church. Over the course of more than 100 books, von Balthasar endeavoured to articulate a space for religious experience within modern life, weighing in on some of the Church’s most controversial issues.
He argued against ordaining female priests,
because doing so would compromise the role of Mary as a tender,
compassionate presence through whom Christ could be experienced; and for
priestly celibacy, on the grounds that the role required a radical
openness to Christ, inconsistent with having other priorities.
For von
Balthasar, Christ is central to the notion of what it means to be a
person, and therefore the figure of Christ (and the Trinity of the
Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit) is crucial to every aspect of an
authentic life. It should come as no surprise that this resonated with
Ouellet, who had always seen his calling as principally contemplative.
But becoming one of the world’s leading specialists on the thought of von Balthasar also provided Ouellet with an introduction into an elite, conservative Vatican intellectual circle that included two former professors: Ratzinger and John Paul II.
But becoming one of the world’s leading specialists on the thought of von Balthasar also provided Ouellet with an introduction into an elite, conservative Vatican intellectual circle that included two former professors: Ratzinger and John Paul II.
Ouellet was an active
contributor to Communio, the
conservative theological journal founded by von Balthasar, Ratzinger,
and the great French thinker Henri Lubac; eventually, Ouellet taught at
the Pontifical John Paul II Institute, acted as a consultant to the
Congregation for the Clergy, and served as secretary to the Pontifical
Council for Promoting Christian Unity.
By then, he was widely viewed as
being groomed for even higher positions, and he was: in 2002, John Paul
II called him to become archbishop of Quebec.
The Quebec Ouellet returned to was almost unrecognizable. With the Quiet Revolution of the 1960s, which he had spent in the relative isolation of the seminary, the Catholic Church no longer controlled the educational system, and church membership had plummeted from 99 percent in the late 1950s to 16 percent by 1990.
The Quebec Ouellet returned to was almost unrecognizable. With the Quiet Revolution of the 1960s, which he had spent in the relative isolation of the seminary, the Catholic Church no longer controlled the educational system, and church membership had plummeted from 99 percent in the late 1950s to 16 percent by 1990.
The pill and abortion were legal, marriage
was in decline and divorce on the rise, and the birth rate was low. Like
the rest of Canada, Quebec was flooded with immigrants, many of them
Hindus, Muslims, and Buddhists; it was no longer even remotely a
homogeneous society. “We [Catholics] had never fought for our faith,
because it was always part of our culture,” says Ouellet, “so at the
time we didn’t fight for our faith, and I think we lost our balance.
From a religious point of view, Quebec is a disaster.”
As the archbishop of Quebec and the primate of Canada (he was promoted to cardinal in 2003, giving him a vote in the election of the pope), he had the authority to make some changes. “I tried to take public positions, saying the government was very left wing, with a project for marginalizing the Church,” he says.
As the archbishop of Quebec and the primate of Canada (he was promoted to cardinal in 2003, giving him a vote in the election of the pope), he had the authority to make some changes. “I tried to take public positions, saying the government was very left wing, with a project for marginalizing the Church,” he says.
He also challenged what he saw as
lax practices within the clergy. One of his first acts after he returned
to Quebec was to reverse the practice of communal absolution, common
across the province partly because there were not enough priests, in
favour of the more traditional individual confession. He hardly did so
unilaterally — he went out to his dioceses and consulted with the
priests — but, as Bishop Gérald Cyprien Lacroix, who was recently
appointed to replace Ouellet as archbishop, says, “It’s one thing to
consult, another to make a decision,” and feathers were inevitably
ruffled. Members of the Quebec priesthood were set in their ways and
resistant to change, especially when it came from an outsider. “People
saw me as a man from Rome,” Ouellet says, “but really I was a man from
Jerusalem.”
The response among the clergy to his pronouncements on communal absolution was, however, nothing compared with the public reaction to his statements on marriage, family, and education. In his fourth and most important book thus far, Divine Resemblance: Marriage and Family in the Mission of the Church, he argues that marriage between a man and a woman is a sacrament that participates in the Trinity, and whose underlying purpose is the creation of families. Needless to say, he stridently opposes both abortion and same-sex marriage.
The response among the clergy to his pronouncements on communal absolution was, however, nothing compared with the public reaction to his statements on marriage, family, and education. In his fourth and most important book thus far, Divine Resemblance: Marriage and Family in the Mission of the Church, he argues that marriage between a man and a woman is a sacrament that participates in the Trinity, and whose underlying purpose is the creation of families. Needless to say, he stridently opposes both abortion and same-sex marriage.
In a speech he gave at the Basilica of
Sainte-Anne-de-Beaupré in July 2003, six months into his tenure in
Quebec, he stated, “One pregnancy in four ends in abortion. This is
truly a disaster that one must avoid, not only out of respect for life,
but also out of compassion for these distraught women who pay a heavy
price for a decision made in haste.” While his views echo official
Church doctrine, they are also clearly heartfelt, with not a small hint
of nostalgia for his upbringing in rural Quebec. “There used to be these
big families with five or six children,” he comments. “People don’t do
that now. It takes faith to have children, and people don’t have it
anymore.”
While there are certainly those in Quebec who find his version of the faith liberating — “Cardinal Ouellet has made me less afraid of speaking the truth,” Lacroix told me — his coverage in the press, notably Le Devoir and La Presse, has been almost invariably negative if not outright hostile, accusing him of wanting to return what had become a relatively affluent, progressive, multicultural province to the backward days before the Quiet Revolution. Prominent scholars like Gilles Routhier, an ordained priest and a professor of theology at Laval University, regard Ouellet’s approach as both delusional and destructive.
While there are certainly those in Quebec who find his version of the faith liberating — “Cardinal Ouellet has made me less afraid of speaking the truth,” Lacroix told me — his coverage in the press, notably Le Devoir and La Presse, has been almost invariably negative if not outright hostile, accusing him of wanting to return what had become a relatively affluent, progressive, multicultural province to the backward days before the Quiet Revolution. Prominent scholars like Gilles Routhier, an ordained priest and a professor of theology at Laval University, regard Ouellet’s approach as both delusional and destructive.
“He is a man with an idea
of truth that is abstract,” explains Routhier, “and that’s a problem.
When he deals with history and it doesn’t correspond with his ideals, he
thinks he can condemn it or destroy it or change it. I think he wanted
to refound the Church here, to start it from zero, but you can’t do
that.”
The Mass at the Quebec City Cathedral on the day after Christmas is not nearly as crowded as the one on Christmas Eve, but still there are young parents and children everywhere, bundled up against the damp cold.
The Mass at the Quebec City Cathedral on the day after Christmas is not nearly as crowded as the one on Christmas Eve, but still there are young parents and children everywhere, bundled up against the damp cold.
After
Mass, at the front of the cathedral, Archbishop Lacroix, in full
priestly robes, has one child on his lap and is surrounded by several
more who are re-enacting the Nativity. It is a beautiful, innocent
scene. Yet watching Lacroix bouncing the children on his knees, it is
impossible to think about anything except the sexual abuse scandal.
Lacroix is of course acutely aware of the tragic irony of this, especially in Quebec, where the Church may have a contentious history of political and social dominance not unlike the one it has in Ireland, but where there has yet to be a major sexual abuse scandal.
Lacroix is of course acutely aware of the tragic irony of this, especially in Quebec, where the Church may have a contentious history of political and social dominance not unlike the one it has in Ireland, but where there has yet to be a major sexual abuse scandal.
In fact,
many of Ouellet’s successes in the province involved energizing its
youth: the 2007 International Eucharistic Congress, set to coincide with
Quebec City’s 400th anniversary, was partly organized by young people
and was attended by more than 25,000 faithful from around the world; the
annual Diocesan Youth Day and conference are increasingly well
attended; and Ouellet himself founded two new seminaries in Quebec City.
Still, the bitterness many feel toward the Church runs deep. Websites
have sprung up that help people write “letters of apostasy” to their
dioceses, revoking the validity of their baptisms and disassociating
them from the Church. At the Quebec City airport, I stopped to chat with
an older woman, and when I told her I had been there doing research for
an article on Cardinal Ouellet, her immediate reaction was “The
bastards!”
On top of everything else — the abuse, and the failure to address it — the public now wants a response from the Church that it is not getting. Standing at the foot of the stairs leading to Casa di Santa Marta’s residences after our interview, Ouellet remarks, “I had to decide whether I would make an exception and meet with you, or whether you just wanted to ask the seven questions every other reporter asks.”
On top of everything else — the abuse, and the failure to address it — the public now wants a response from the Church that it is not getting. Standing at the foot of the stairs leading to Casa di Santa Marta’s residences after our interview, Ouellet remarks, “I had to decide whether I would make an exception and meet with you, or whether you just wanted to ask the seven questions every other reporter asks.”
I hadn’t
asked those seven questions, because I already knew the answers: Ouellet
will see to it that the Church has strong bishops who possess great
integrity and can maintain tight control over the priests in their
dioceses, and who can be trusted to immediately turn over credible
complaints to the secular authorities.
As for an explanation, in a 2007 open letter to Quebec’s Catholics,
Ouellet grouped the molestation of children with numerous other sins and
abuses of power, including anti-Semitism, that have afflicted the
Church.
And in a Christmas address delivered last December, Benedict XVI
argued that one cannot understand the scandals apart from a society
that is sexually permissive and prone to treating people as things, and
that values self-serving pleasure at all costs, as though the abuse of
nine-year-olds in Catholic schools were the result of the sexual
revolution and consumer capitalism.
Far from believing that the scandals
undermine the Church’s legitimacy, conservative figures like Benedict
XVI and Ouellet consider them to be among the many human failures that
have beset the institution over the course of its history.
Taking the long view — the 500-year view — they acknowledge that there will be periods of crisis when the Church will contract dramatically, and while they may promote renewal in places where its fortunes are on the wane, their job is not to keep the numbers up but to remain true to its original vision, as expressed in the Gospels, the letters of Saint Paul, and the writings of the Church’s early fathers.
Taking the long view — the 500-year view — they acknowledge that there will be periods of crisis when the Church will contract dramatically, and while they may promote renewal in places where its fortunes are on the wane, their job is not to keep the numbers up but to remain true to its original vision, as expressed in the Gospels, the letters of Saint Paul, and the writings of the Church’s early fathers.
This is perhaps
why, though he now works beside one of its most important cathedrals,
Ouellet found special solace in front of Madame Brissette’s birch wood
cross: Catholicism, for him, isn’t about the grandeur of Saint Peter’s
but about a return to the innocence of the human spirit.
A brilliant and
humble man, he understands that the directness of his approach might
well further alienate those who are already disillusioned, and that this
may create the impression that he is out of touch with the realities of
contemporary life. But he has to believe people will come to understand
that the way we live now is, in many ways, shallow and unsatisfying,
and that the Church can provide a higher sense of purpose.
It may well
be that the key to the renewal of the Church now rests in reconnecting
with the simple beauty of its sweeping claims of universality and
ancient sources, in comparison with which today’s scandals will seem a
dark, passing aberration.