The biography of a British aristocrat who gave up debutantes’ ball gowns for nuns’ habits has become a surprise best-seller.
A Nun’s Story is the autobiography of Shirley Leach, aka Sr
Agatha, who was once one of Britain’s “most eligible ladies”.
book she admits that as a teenager she was “an expert flirt”. Her home
was Sibton Park, a 23-bedroom mansion in Kent.
She had servants, and her
life was a succession of dances and parties, tennis matches and pony
She was to give all that up, plus a future husband, to become a
member of the Congregation of Jesus, serving in the Bar Convent in York,
England’s oldest active convent.
As a member of the British upper classes, Shirley went to boarding school, which she didn’t really like.
“Helpfully, Mummy pulled me out of boarding school after the
headmistress wrote to say she was making me head girl,” she writes.
“Having a low opinion of her flighty daughter, Mummy had no hesitation
in firing back: ‘I cannot believe the standards of Brondesbury have sunk
to such a level that my daughter should be propelled to the top of your
school, and I am removing her as of immediate effect.’ So I never went
back. Instead, with only half an education, I was packed off to a
30-week course in domestic science at a school in the grounds of a
Her mother, Ximena, was a devout member of the Church of England and
asked the young Miss Shirley to read some scripture to her every day
when she was at home. Ximena sent her daughter to be trained in cookery
by the Catholic nuns because she heard they were strict, and she thought
that discipline was what her daughter needed.
However, much to Ximena’s dismay, it was here that the seeds of
Shirley’s conversion to the Church of Rome were sown. In the meantime,
plans were being made to marry her off to a suitable gentleman. Thus,
she was also sent to a finishing school where she was “taught how to
curtsy and hold a glass of champagne so it didn’t get warm — essential
skills for a debutante”.
“My mother was determined to see at least one of her daughters
presented to His Majesty. I was to be presented, packaged up, sold to
the world of wealth and privilege and, even more importantly, to the
cache of suitors seeking the hand of a rich young lady who was rapidly
growing up,” she writes in her autobiography, where she doesn’t seem too
impressed by her meeting with King George VI, mainly because he wore
too much make up.
There were plans to send her to Oxford or Cambridge, but in the
meantime she met Jeremy Chittenden, who also had her sense of fun:
“Before going to the Dublin Horse Show, he bought a red hat from
Dunhill’s and then walked about, introducing himself as the Peruvian
ambassador — complete with a swaggering bow and false Spanish accent.”
At the age of 18, she converted to Catholicism, and the following
year she became engaged to Jeremy and they planned to marry in October
1952. As was the practice in the pre-electronic era, the two wrote to
each other “constantly”, or more accurately several times a day.
It was while she was writing one of these letters, discussing plans
to furnish their future home, that she received the call in a most
dramatic way.“‘Should I leave a bid for the chairs at the local
auction?’ I wrote to him on my pale blue notepaper. Then I paused to
consider what to say next. That’s when it happened. Suddenly, my right
hand started moving across the paper of its own volition, as though my
thoughts were being controlled by an outside force.
“‘But there seems no point now as I am to be a nun,’ I wrote. I
stared, appalled, at the words – still wet with ink. The message could
not have been clearer, though it had never even crossed my mind to
become a nun. In that instant, everything changed. It was as if I’d
removed my sunglasses on a gloomy day and seen the world in sharp
perspective for the first time.”
This is reflected in the full title of the book, published on 5 January: A Nun’s Story – The deeply moving true story of giving up a life of love and luxury in a single irresistible moment.
After joining the Congregation of Jesus, and taking the name Sr
Agatha, she eventually became head of the Bar Convent, which she
modernised by adding a museum, a café and guest accommodation. Today,
the convent guestrooms are reckoned to be one of Britain’s best B&B
establishments, but for a while the expensive developments threatened
the convent with closure as a result of bankruptcy.
Happily, providence came to the rescue. Sr Agatha told her story to a
man she met on a train and he introduced her to the American
multi-millionaire John Paul Getty, who financed the convent’s rescue
Now aged 85, Sr Agatha lives in a part of the Bar Convent reserved for retired sisters.
At present, the publisher John Blake Books has no copies of the book
available to order, but there are a few copies available on Amazon,
where it is currently the number one selling religious biography.
See www.bar-convent.org.uk for more information on the Bar Convent.