Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Pope steps down: 'Great burden' is lifted off Benedict's shoulders

Pope Benedict XVI waves as he arrives in St. Peter's Square at the Vatican, Wednesday, Feb. 27, 2013. Tens of thousands of people toting banners saying "Thank you!" jammed St. Peter's Square on Wednesday to bid farewell to Pope Benedict XVI at his final general audience, the appointment he kept each week to teach the world about the Catholic faith. (AP Photo/Michael Sohn)Speaking during his final audience in St Peter's Square Pope Benedict XVI has said his papacy has faced both joy and difficult moments.
In keeping with the historic moment, Benedict changed course and did not produce his typical professorial Wednesday catechism lesson. 

Rather, he made his final public appearance in St Peter's a personal one, explaining once again why he was becoming the first pope in 600 years to resign and urging the faithful to pray for his successor.

"To love the church means also to have the courage to take difficult, painful decisions, always keeping the good of the church in mind, not oneself," he said to thundering applause.

He recalled that when he was elected pope on April 19, 2005, he questioned if God truly wanted it. "'It's a great burden that you've placed on my shoulders,"' he recalled telling God.

During eight years, he said "I have had moments of joy and light, but also moments that haven't been easy ... moments of turbulent seas and rough winds."

But he said he never felt alone and thanked his cardinals and colleagues for their guidance and for "understanding and respecting this important decision."

Under a bright sun and blue skies, the square was overflowing with pilgrims and curiosity-seekers. Those who could not get in picked spots along the main boulevard leading to the square to watch the event on giant TV screens.

He told the tens of thousands of people  jammed into the square today that he had decided to step down "for the good of the church".

St Peter's was overflowing and pilgrims and curiosity-seekers were picking spots along the main street nearby to watch the event on giant TV screens.

Some 50,000 tickets were requested for Benedict's final master class, but Italian media estimated the number of people actually attending could be double that.

The pope greeted the crowds by making several rounds of the square as he was cheered wildly. He stopped to kiss a half-dozen children brought up to him by his secretary.

Benedict thanked his cardinals, colleagues and ordinary faithful for their support and for respecting his decision to become the first pope in 600 years to resign. He said that "to love the church means also to have the courage to take difficult, painful decisions, always keeping the good of the church in mind, not oneself."

With chants of "Benedetto" erupting every so often, the mood - even hours before Benedict was to arrive - was far more buoyant than during the Pope's final Sunday blessing and recalled the jubilant turnouts which often accompanied him at World Youth Days and events involving his predecessor, Pope John Paul II.

"It's difficult - the emotion is so big," said Jan Marie, a 53-year-old Roman in his first years as a seminarian. "We came to support the Pope's decision, and feel the air of the church."

Tomorrow, Benedict will become the first Pope in 600 years to resign, a decision he said he took after realising that, at 85, he simply did not have the strength of mind or body to carry on.

After his general audience today, he will meet cardinals for a final time tomorrow morning and then fly by helicopter to the papal residence at Castel Gandolfo, south of Rome.

There, at 8pm, the doors of the palazzo will close and the Swiss Guards in attendance will go off duty, their service protecting the head of the Catholic Church over - for now.

Many of the cardinals who will choose Benedict's successor were in St Peter's Square for his final audience, including retired Los Angeles Cardinal Roger Mahony, object of a grass-roots campaign in the US to persuade him to recuse himself for having covered up for sexually abusive priests. Cardinal Mahony has said he will vote.

Vatican officials said cardinals will begin meeting on Monday to decide when to set the date for the conclave to elect the next pope.

But the rank-and-file in the crowd today were not so concerned with the future; they wanted to savour the final moments with the Pope they have known for eight years.

"I came to thank him for the testimony that he has given the church," said Maria Cristina Chiarini, a 52-year-old homemaker who travelled by train from Lugo, near Ravenna, with some 60 members of her parish early today.

"There's nostalgia, human nostalgia, but also comfort, because as a Christian we have hope. The Lord won't leave us without a guide."