"I always thought, 'The
Roman Catholic Church - that is the Church.' So when this opportunity
arose, after a couple of weeks of thinking very deeply about it, I
thought, 'Yes, yes, I'll go home.'"
So says Ann Vaughan, one of a group of 40 from the parish of
St John the Baptist in Sevenoaks, Kent, who are leaving the Church of
England to join the Roman Catholic Ordinariate for ex-Anglicans.
The group, headed by their vicar, Father Ivan Aquilina, plan
to celebrate the Eucharist in the Anglican Church for the last time on
Sunday.
After that, they will attend the town's Roman Catholic church, St Thomas of Canterbury.
Shortly before Easter (24 April), they will receive Communion
as Roman Catholics for the first time.
Soon after, Easter Fr Aquilina
and his curate, Father James Bradley, expect to be ordained as Catholic
deacons, with Fr Aquilina hoping to be ordained as a priest in June.
The Ordinariate for England and Wales is the first in the
world set up under a Vatican decree providing for groups who disapprove
of tendencies within the worldwide Anglican church - notably the
appointment of women and gay people as bishops.
Ann Vaughan
"When I came to St John's I thought, 'This is for me,' says Mrs
Vaughan. "I love the solemnity, the ritual, the theatricality - but
that was leading me on to be prayerful."
She is unhappy with the direction of the wider Anglican
church: "I abhor abortion and euthanasia, I'm pro-life and I think the
Anglican church can be very wishy-washy about this."
On women priests and bishops, she says: "Jesus did not choose
women to be Apostles but he gave great respect and importance to women. I think we just have to accept that men and women are equal
but complementary... we women have other ways to contribute to our
Lord."
Father Ivan Aquilina
"I was very moved when we had the meetings here - the spirit of
peace and joy and openness," says Fr Aquilina of the coming together of
those in the parish interested in the Ordinariate.
He says the problems of the Church of England are not just about women priests and bishops but go deeper.
"Under the bondage of the whims of the General Synod, the
Church of England is diluting the Gospel of Christ and espousing the
spirit of this passing age," he has written.
The Ordinariate group in Sevenoaks will be a distinct part of
the Roman Catholic community - but not a "ghetto" or an "elite", he
says.
Father Ivan Aquilina says he was moved by the meetings about the Ordinariate.
Much of how the group will develop will depend on the views of
its own members, he insists - Ordinariate rules require each group to
have its own pastoral council.
Fr Aquilina, who is married with two teenage children, has
until 31 July to vacate the vicarage at St John's.
He will be paid by
the Church of England until 17 April.
In the long term, the Vatican's rules lay down that the Ordinariate and Church authorities must provide adequate remuneration for the clergy.
John Moore
Mr Moore, a parishioner for 25 years, says changes he finds unacceptable are gathering pace in the Anglican church.
"The slippery slope is getting steeper and steeper all the
time... I think it's a process which is far too developed now to stop
its momentum."
Of Anglicans who support changes he opposes, he says: "One
retains warmth of feeling towards fellow Christians but I can't escape
the conclusion that in those respects, they are mistaken. I don't think
that's a reason for enmity, though."
Of the move to Rome, he says "It's far more comfortable doing this in a group."
But he believes there may come a point where the Ordinariate
group says, "Maybe we are reaching the end of our useful life and we
should just dissolve into the Roman Church."
"We go there retaining elements of Anglicanism but... you do
risk being a sort of rump group, sustaining itself for the sake of
sustaining itself."
Father James Bradley
"More than anything else, I want to be a priest," says Fr James Bradley.
The curate at St John's is unmarried and seeking ordination within the Ordinariate; the rules lay down that he must relinquish the
right to marry in future.
"It's been a long decision - but I feel that more than
anything else, I want to be a priest," Fr Bradley says.
"And if that's
what it takes, then that's what it takes."
He stresses that members of the Ordinariate will play a full part in the life of the Catholic Church.
"Just as the laity will be Catholics and can go to Mass in
any Catholic church, so we will be Catholic priests, God willing, and
will be able to celebrate Mass in any Catholic church."
Roman Catholic parish priest Father Richard Harvey
Father Harvey stresses that the Ordinariate movement is "all
terribly brand new", and how it develops will be a matter of "learning
by doing".
He welcomes the fact that Ordinariate group members in Sevenoaks are seeking close integration with the Roman Catholics.
"As far as I understand it, they don't want to be parallel
and isolated. They want to be integrated and mutually supportive," he
says.
Staying on: Jim Cheeseman
General Synod member and St John's parishioner Jim Cheeseman is one of those who has decided not to leave at present.
Jim Cheeseman is staying with the Church of England - for now.
Of the Ordinariate move, he says: "A common response is that
this is too soon, because we're half-way through a legislative process,
the end of which we do not know."
But if the Church of England approves women bishops without
adequate provision for those who cannot accept them, "All hell will be
let loose."
Some opponents will join the Roman Catholics direct, not
bothering with the Ordinariate, he predicts.
Of Fr Aquilina and the others who have chosen the
Ordinariate, he says "For them it is the right decision. It should be
respected. They should be congratulated on their decision and I wish
them all the best in the next stage of their pilgrimage."